Dimitrov can bring the risky behavior ("His jaw clenches because your blood mixes sweetly / with the flower under his tongue"), he can bring the contempt for conventional acclaim ("Would you sleep with the poet who wrote this poem? / Would you buy his book? Click here"), and again and again he brings the linguistic fireworks.
Self-Portrait Without the Self
On the edges of the body is where I stood,
trying to feel my way to the center.
For years, it was all I wanted.
Clawing at the small cells,
kicking in the bones to make room
for something more permanent.
And this morning, tired of my lips,
the way my hair will sometimes tilt
to one side, a lover of extremes,
every part of me, slanted
as if towards another body--
I no longer want the center:
this heart, or what's in it.
I want what isn't mine
and what will not last.
And yes, your heart will not last.
The wonderful thing is that he also brings a self-consciousness about his own enterprise, a knowingness that though his is a road less taken, quite a few even so have taken it. It's a self-consciousness one detects in the names cited (Sontag, Barthes, Judith Butler) and a certain in-jokiness ("This Is Not a Personal Poem"). The self-consciousness was far from a problem, I should emphasize, for me--it was more of a saving grace than anything. I don't think I would have trusted the poems without it. It's the posing poets who don't even know they are posing that you want to steer clear of.
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